30th June 2009

Day 12 of my 2 week no food (Jelly and Soup) pre op Liver Diet

Hi All,

God am I in pain today. I have woke up with bad pain in my bowls, really needing the loo FAST. I got there and have been but it was not nice, weird really, I have not been for about 5 days and not eaten a single thing. Last night when I went to bed, I felt like I had pains in my chest, lungs, kidneys and liver. all I am suspecting are because of the none eating. Both last night and today I am light headed, and feel so close to vomiting (especially last night) I think the none eating is finally taking its toll on me now.

I went to my normal weigh in yesterday and weighed in at 155.9Kg, last wed I was 199.2Kg, and the Friday before I was 2004.6Kg, so I have lost 7.5Lb since last weigh in, and 22.5 since I stopped eating 11/12 days ago.

Only today and tomorrow left now, On Thursday I will be travelling over to hull and spending the night in a hotel, then I have to be in the hospital at 10am for the operation at 1pm.

I have not had the time to update the diary over the last few days, I have been so busy, I had Jordan here from Friday till Sunday, and we have had a great time, we went to Knowsley safari Park on Saturday, I have not been for over 20 years, and it was great. The Lions where so cute, but we nearly got trampled on by a rhinoceros. I will upload some pictures on the forum, in the lounge if you want to look

On Friday when I went to collect Jordan I was in Mandy's and she had made steak and onions with mash. I was so tempted just to eat a few of the onions, thinking what harm could they really do, Mandy nearly gave in and asked did I actually want some, then I said no, but I did really. Anyway I never got any, and never had anything which was good, even though she sat there in front of me and mmmm with every mouthful, as did daisy and Jordan lol.

Over the weekend I have been in chip shop twice and in McDonalds twice, for other people, and although I have been tempted every time, I have not given in, and stayed on the no food diet.

Also I have been painting, I want and NEED to get the house painting finished before I go into hospital, so when I get out I am coming home to a nice clean "new" house, and nothing will need doing. Half the living room and half the kitchen has been done now, and my brother and Bondy are both back again to help today.

On Wednesday I am planning on doing as much visiting as I can, travelling round seeing people, so I have a busy couple of days planned.

I will be back to update later, and on forum tonight if anyone is about.

See you all later.

 

Today's food (well drinks) I have had are detailed below...

 

 

 

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Right so I'm now off to bed again, hoping I can sleep and get this operation out of my head for a bit, For the next 2 weeks I will be back to doing daily diary's here on MarkCrook.co.uk so keep checking back to see how I do, what I don't eat, and how I'm coping with the worry of the Gastric By-Pass operation (3rd July)

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